You know what sucks? The fact that I have fallen for you again. After not seeing you for 1 whole year, I've felt like I've moved on. But what happened? We talked over Facebook and I fell so hard. It doesn't suck that I like you again, but it's the fact that I'll never be good enough for you. I don't want to tell you how I feel, because it'll obviously destroy our friendship right now. It sucks.. it sucks badly. I love the fact that we're close friends, but I hate the fact that, that's all you & I will ever be.

To be honest, I still think that you still see me as "the old Justine". The one without bangs and very long, rebonded hair. The one who's very loud and rude. The one who wants all the attention in the world, because she feels like a loser. The one who had tons of pimples on her face and felt like everybody thought she was the ugliest person in the world. Well, that's not who I am anymore. I've changed. 2011 and 2010's changes, people and drama have changed me completely. I've changed my hairstyle, my attitude and I've got no more pimples. Best part of all, I've learned to believe in myself. So please, I hope you don't think I'm joking when I tell you that I love you, cause I really do. Even if you mean it in a friend way, to me, I think of it as so much more.

I hope to see you soon, buddy. I know you'll never notice this, but I hope someday, you'll notice that I love you more than she does. I don't even think she notices the effort you're putting to make her like you, but I notice it all the time.. and honestly, it's making me jealous that I'm not her. I wish someday, you'll fall for me too.. *fingers crossed*

This song just struck me. You just never meet guys like this anymore. Guys who admit that they're crazy in love with a girl, who's in love with another guy, are just the sweetest human beings alive. Some guys let their wingmen do the job or don't even do a single thing about it. Travis Garland is just amazing and knows what a real man is.

Unreal men:

• Don't know how to express or show their affection to the girl they love.
• Always think that the girls have to do everything in the relationship.
• He's sweet when it's only him & his girlfriend. But with his friends in front of his girlfriend? He's a total jerk.
• Don't say "sorry" if he gets into a fight with his girlfriend, even though he started it.
• Only care about how "hot" the girl looks.
• Still mess around with other girls, even if he's with his girlfriend.
• Too conceited. (I mean, dude, you're more vain than your girlfriend.)
• Doesn't pay for the girl. Instead, he uses it on cigarettes or liquor. Or maybe even worse, weed.
• Does not notice how lucky he is to have a girl who truly loves and cares for him, even after all the problems/stress he's caused her.