5.17.2011
There goes that exhausted feeling again. I'm tired, just plain tired. I'm tired of being surrounded by all these stupid problems. Tired of caring of what other people might and will say about me. I'm tired of looking in the mirror, not seeing what I like. All of my flaws of mine are getting on my nerves..
I'm especially tired of faking a smile everyday, pretending to be okay and wishing that someone would actually see how hurt I am. Tired of wishing that someone would notice that I'm in deep need of a tight hug or a boost. I'm tired of all the hate and all those stupid insults people throw at me. Can't they just see that nobody is perfect? No matter how hard I try, I always end up screwing things up. I always end up getting hurt. I'm just tired of all the hell a girl like me has to cope with.